I tried. I can’t anymore. Guess I’ll always be the worst friend/person in this entire world. Sorry that I’m not important enough in anyones lives. Sorry that you were never actually there when I needed you the most.
I’m useless in everyone’s lives.
I tried to be a better person- a better friend, a better daughter, a better me. But where did that get me? Nowhere.
Some swear up and down that they’re still my friend. They’ll always be here for me. But when I need them most, they’re not hear. I’m literally crying out for their help and they’re not here. They think its okay, but it’s not. What am I still doing wrong? I just want to apologize. Apologize then give up. Some don’t think I will actually go through with it. My thoughts are eating me alive more and more everyday. I apologize that no one at all has one hour for me to go wherever they want to say what I need to say and move on. Once I complete that step, I can move on to the next.
i used to be so picky about what i post and reblog but it’s just slowly deteriorated into a state of “why not”
Sorry for being so stupid. And I’m sorry for making things harder than they should be. I’ll leave you alone now. And I’ll learn to leave myself alone. I don’t deserve to be hurt or have all these ‘flaws’. Plus, I can’t lie anymore.
- Derek Sanders: Who wants to hear a sad song!
- Someone: ALL YOUR SONGS ARE SAD